MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! =D
wakaka. i finally updated!

had christmas performances outside ngee ann city on the 23th and 24th.
hahaha, i must say, i enjoyed myself. =D
though the performance just now kinda sark.
actually, not the performance but rather the sound people sarks.

we went up to start our performance and the music was too soft.
and they blame us for it BECAUSE they plug in the wrong hole.
assholes. nvm.
then when we were dancing half way, the sound suddenly went off.
and we have to freeze there. --" wtFish? lol.
then DJsmoke saved the day. hahah so we continued dancing.
and when the locking people were pre-setting on stage,
there was a short circuit? i think. and the music never came back.
so jacky saved the day by beat boxing and some of them went up
to freestyle to jacky's beatbox.
i'm so glad we close the show nicely. (:
you guys were great. GREAT JOB guys! =D

alright, i shall end here. hahah!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! will be back. =p

oh man.....
my blog is dead for half a month! hahh..
no motivation to blog now. hahah.

well, shall just update on what happened recently.
lets see... hahh.
i bought 2 new shoes!! =DD
1 at $79 and the other one at $200! hahaha!
shiiiioks! the feeling is gooooood! =D
the $200 shoe looks like THIS! =D


sooo, hmmm.. had recital full dress rehearsals just now.
was quite fun i guess. hahah..
but we still have to improve! (:
hope to put up a good show on the actual day. hahh.
i'm quite happy from some of the people who gave me comments.
thanks guys, you know who you guys are. =D

so after that, headed to bugis to have steamboat
with my secondary school friends!
had this sudden crave to eat steamboat, and both my
friends mentioned about it. so we decided to have it
the next day. hahh. and ya! went to take my driving license
after my NYP musical on saturday!
and guess what!!! when we were like on the bus
just 1-2 stops away, we called the place cause
it as raining dam heavily.
and they said they were close! zzzz.
what the Fish man. ahah.
lucky the bus goes one round and back to the interchange. hah..
why so suey! that time went to pasir ris farm also like that.
took the wrong bus and it went around pasir ris. --"

ok dam lazy already. bahbye! =D

wow wow! i'm back again! =D
didn't went for dance today..
somehow, it feels gooood! but then it also feels empty.
like, something's amiss. hahh.
so contradicting right? tsk tsk..
but seriously, when i dance, i feel tired.
but when i don't dance, i feel dam bored. hahh!
crapps. besides, i planned to sleep dam early today!
but i guess i can never do it.
and i'm gonna have practise tomorrow at 10am!
was suppose to be 12pm, but then, got extra practise!
wth wth wth. hahh.

so.. what was i doing from 7pm till now?
hahh, let's see......
was watching tv, steaming buns, facebooking
and designing SFS robots! =D
since i had the time, i decided to design SFS robots! hahh!
picturs below! =D

CYNTHIA!


DORI!


IZZY!


ME!


PRIS!


SCOTT!


hahhH! don' they look cute? =D
i'm satisfied with my designsss!
ok, i'm done for now.
10am to be in school.
meansssssssssssss, 830am wake up. ):
CUI! ok nights!

why is it that people will try and find out
more or rather evrything about the ones they love
even though they knew they don't have a chance
at that moment to be in a relationship with that person?

i tried letting you go,
but whenever i see you, my thoughts of you would come back.
i really feel happy when i bumped into you
or when i see you around in school.
but then, it makes me feel like a failure too. ):
when i looked at you, and you're smiling,
be it to me, or to someone else.
i really hate myself. why?
cause i could be seeing that smile of yours everyday!
but i missed that chance.

it's been so long since someone caught my eyes.
but i just let it ran away just like that. sigh..
i'm a FF!, F*ingFailure. ):

this is not an EMO post,
i'm just ranting to myself.
i need to rant it out cause.... sigh..
i'll be fine right melvin? ):
what a lie. oh well..


you're pretty the way you are, it's not a lie.
familiar? ):

wooooooo!! tomorrow's lesson starts at 12pm!
that's why i'm still not asleep!! =D
but even before i go to bed,
i wanna wish
IZZY,

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!!

you're now officially 1 year older!
i know it's abit sad. but it's ok..
and YOU! stop worrying so much for things that
you think you're not prepared for as you grow older.
take it easy man, i'm also afraid. but somehow,
things will just work out fine, i guess? HAH!
you'll be fine. don't worry.
for now, just enjoy yourself with whatever you have.
hahh, and stop being so EMO in your "other" extreme self yeah?
cheer up ok? we'll be there whenever you need us.
especially me! hahh! thanks for listening to my problems
at times too. (: hahah. loves!!

alright, i should sleep soon..
my eyebags are HUGE and DARK! haahh dam..
nights! (:

EDITED!
we had SFS pract from 7pm - 9pm then
we went to clubroom to hide before we surprise izzy!
so those who were at block e went up to clubroom
to "attend the meeting". then came izzy and BOOO!!
SURPRISE!! =D glad you like the present. haha.
it's so you izzy. hahah. smiles(:



see how retarded cynthia is..




IZZYssss!










SFS minus pris. noticed whenever we wanna take photos,
one of us will always be missing. ):

it looks symmetrical.







and the best picture! (:

now you know why scott doesn't have a kkj. =D
Hhaa! just kidding.

i will be there for you(:

when to ton outside with clara yesterday! (:
didn't want to stay at home cause i don't know why.
haha.. joe and jacq suppose to join us too!
but guess they went dating on their own. HAHAH!
kidding kidding. =p hahaha!

went school in the morning for NYP musical pract.
dam early. zzz. so danced till like 5+pm.
was feeling super tired when i got home..
dark clouds started to cover the sky! ):
and soon it was raining dam heavily. dam.
wanted to ton at henderson wave but it rained!
so we decided to go raffles city's starbucks
and chill all the way. ahhah..
i could have completed my blogskin if we went henderson wave!
stayed till 7am and we headed home after that.

thanks clara for the company. (:
at least i know i could count on you whenever i needed
people to accompany me out. hahah!
thanksssssss. =D

photosss!
not all though. hah.
and the flash is dam bright. hahah! i like. =D

my desired blogskin drawn by me. HAHAH! cui!


loves my camera! =D




likes! (:






hoho, alright. that's all! =D
nights!!

guess i should just try and feel happy
for myself and for YOU. (:

A Little Too Not Over You
It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

i'mgladicouldseeyou
butithurtsdeepinsidewhenithinkaboutit):

it's hard to put on a fake smile
when you're facing problems you can't do anything about.
the feeling sarks, the thoughts sark more.
you got me thinking all day.
is this fate? is this what God has planned for me? ):

is it normal that things we hope for won't actually happen
but things we don't hope for always happens?
cause i'm always experiencing it. ):

thanks clara though this was quite sometime ago.
but i suddenly thought of it again.
you're always filled with creative ideas to cheer me up.
meet up soon alright? (:


i really wish to bump into you everyday):

alright, i'm finally free to blog! (:
and i'm feeling kinda happy too. =D

first of all, to all the FB juniors!
GOOD JOB! =D you guys did great, really.
even the costumes were better than ours
if i didn't remember wrongly. hahh. keep it up!
i'm not sure if anybody failed. but still,
don't be too upset man, just keep dancing and you'll improve. (:

thanks cz for initiating to do the spoof performance.
though we were quite last minute, but i guess we did ok?
hahah.. the process itself was already dam fun.
the actual day was even better. haha.. though we were afraid
that there might be like awkward silence throughout. but NO! =D
we sure did had fun. hah. kitty kitty cat kitty cat kitty cat. =D

next will be..........
MY APPEAL TO CHANGE CLASS SUCCEEDED! =D
and now i'm officially in a BETTER class!
thanks kwek, qiu rong and alex for helping.
hahah! year 1 semester 1 friends are still the best! =D
also, not forgetting kimberley! who offered me to
join her during break time so i don't feel lonely.hahah!
thanks man. (:

and last and most importantly..
YOU made my day!!! =D though you won't know this,
but what you did today was ((((((((((((((:
though it may seem like it's nothing to you,
but it meant a lot to me! you melt my heart completely. (:
and i'm glad you improved! keep it up alright?
smiles! wakakaka.

anyway, there are so many things i want to do
which i've planned like weeks/months back. --"
but i don't seem to have time for all these.
1. painting my room.
2. renovate my room a little.
3. change blogskin.
4. go shop for clothes.

especially this week. --" i have dance from monday to sunday. =/
i really hate it when it's SOOOO packed. can't do so many things.
but of course FB events are more important, sooo i have no choice.
still, i really hope this will end ASAP! ): i'm tired!
i still have dance later and i have to reach school by 11am. hah!
cui ah cui! i guess i shall go to bed now..
nights peeps!
take care.. (:

if only i was 1 step ahead ):

screwMylife
ScrewMyLife
SCREWMYLIFE! ):
why is my life suddenly so Fished Up? =/
it's like someone put a hex on me.
my parents are sleeping in seperate rooms.
i don't know why. but i got a feeling it's because of me.
it's been a few daysssssssssssss. ):

my school life is screwed..
nobody wants to change class with me..
arghs, i had 2 hopes.. but then it fell right down.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?!?!?!?!?!!! =/
now i'm dam lonely. zzz.

my personal life is also screwed.
screwed Screwed SCREWED! yes, SCREWED! =/
why can't we have holidays till like forever.
why can't money fall from the sky.
why can't my family be rich.

been trying to sleep early cause my timetable is crap.
i've got three 8am lessons. wth man?
i don't stay near school knowwwww! =/
but whenever i tried to sleep early, i couldn't!
i will be turning and rolling on my bed till it's like 2-3am
when i tried sleeping at 12am+. --"
someone please bless me or pray for my life to change. thanks.
sigh. CRAP!

all the best to you anyway. ):